O! All Is To Amount To What Then?
By the very power of Yahweh in the life of His creations and His Will for him (man) to live accordingly so that nothing would hold him back in fulfilling his earth wandering which is his duty to find his way back to God whom he out of his wantonly desires left his original way and followed what was not real and lasting and today he (man) is brought to mire.
Fictitious characters, malevolent folks, murderers and men of shortsightedness of all sorts, that is what the man of God's creations has turned himself into without any second thought and reflection on what his earth life is supposed to be and how he could come out of his shallow dungeon to which he has imprisoned himself without noticing it.
A man sees a woman so beautiful and admirable to everything concerning the heart of this man and a word was then spoken by this man and the woman fell in love with him and with the mindset of procreation (bringing in other lives into this world) the man knew his wife carnally and it began.
Another man was born into the house and the home of two becomes now three in peace and freedom of expression of love from the heart
The boy grows and only to find out that they (the parents) were not going to last as husband and wife forever and why was there any relationship between two of them before now and to even amount to having him as their first child; this and many other things he was living with as questions of his heart to this day
Death being inevitable to all men on the surface of this planet earth came swept the mother away leaving the father for him and life became more rough than he could ever imagined with him and his father
The love of his grandfather was so much to an extent that he was called to visit him at his mothers home town and to live with him which was a good idea for this young youth who is being heat by lives tragedies immature.
The father never took it to mind to reflect on the love he shared with his wife before they both were no longer compactable neither their son who was supposed to be a link for them both to unite again and see to it that this son should be/stands out among his equal's and best but what they were concerned about was separation from each other till death
There are things one shouldn't look at as nothing because it might take away someone's life even while he thinks that they are living.
The whole earth life of the father was not what it was supposed to be, love and togetherness of him, his wife and their son shattered him beyond repair and life was more than irksome enough for him.
Difficulties was arising as though they have been waiting for their call to come forth; he would labour and work the whole year and another man would take it from him and the question was, who are you doing all this things for?
Who are you feeding or training that only you should own such a big farm land and some wicked ones will even go inside the farm to harvest some of his crops without him being aware of it and his days before his very eyes were bitter and he could not help again but only to occupies himself with much of thinking's and reading of many books and since his only hope (son) was no longer visiting him from time to time, he then started seeing those images on the leaf of those papers he was reading as his brother's and sisters and children as well and his later days was a sorrowful one.
The visit of his son though very late brought joy to the dying man who took his son to one of his farm land and harvested the best of his crops and while he was doing that inside the bush, unknown to him that beneath the firewood that he was cutting off, there were bee's and they came up in mass and stings him so much that he was shedding tears of joy though in pains but his sons presence covers the multitudes of the pain's
They continued and lately they returned home and he took his time to prepare for his son a nice evening meal which till date, none has ever cooked such kind of meal for him even as a full grown man now
After the meal at the night hours, they returned to bed and rested till the next day and the families' usual routine still hasn't changed from what it's normally used to be
Morning devotion of studying the bible first in the morning and later offers prayers to God for the word and ask him for forgiveness and the ability to put the word into practice before the days activities begins
It was after this morning devotion that his son started noticing that his father was no longer working with his normal senses, he will call out a name from the pictures on the papers he was reading and ask his son if he knew them and where they can be seen and when they were to come to visit him
The son became very ashamed of himself and could not help but feel so bitter because there was none of which could render a heartfelt help to his father's heart and mental health issues.
It was on this account that he lived never to forgive himself after returning to his grandfathers' house and his father walked out of the house and never returns again and with bitterness of heartbroken he exclaimed
O! All Is To Amount To What Then?
Ignorance of what I have and who I am
My earth wandering has not been a good one
To be continued soon.
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